whipping boy.

I am not sure what it is about my personality that enables me to become the whipping boy in all departments of my life. I need to fix it quick. Had a terrible night last night. Terrible. If it wasn't for my brother I am not sure I would have been able to handle it.

I had to ask myself several times... "What would Idina do?"

I could not answer my own question. I cannot even fathom that she has to deal with anything remotely similar. I need to adopt a stronger, less "walk all over me" stride. Idina has that going for her. She is definitely not Streisand strong, but I think she has the perfect balance. I need that balance.